Ok. I just cried watching The Today Show flash mob farewell. I cry all the time. For the dumbest stuff. Seriously. It can be a commercial, a song, a quote, something I see on the sidewalk, or something I am just thinking about. I really am taken back by things I cry about. Something I have always been extremely sensitive to is other peoples’ emotions. I can quickly enter into whatever I think someone is feeling. I seriously cry enough tears for them to never have to. Death is the worst…I ugly cry even if I don’t know the person. I am no fun at funerals.
Riddle me this. Why is it then I am the last to cry for myself, my emotions my pain. I can’t even remember the last time I cried about my own problems. This coming from the girl who cries daily for others.
I consider it a gift to enter into these emotions, I am just blown away by their power…
Against my lovely sister’s advice, I have decided to give the blog thing a go. Sorry Samantha.
There are some ground rules…This is never to be a blog where people comment to make me feel better about whatever the topic is. I also do not intend for this to be a place where people expect to learn something about how to improve their lives.
My intention for doing this is to just share my thoughts about life. Things that disappoint me, things that confuse me, things that surprise me, things that make me smile, and things I don’t understand. I have a lot of time to think at work and in the car so I want to be able to think it out through this blog.
Feel free to agree with me or disagree with me, I really don’t care. But I do hope this will help me sort things out and understand myself better and maybe you can see who I really am too.
This post is dedicated to you Panamuia : )
